Through this self-expression and self-portrait photo project, I aim to visually portray the intangible yet profound experience of anxiety. Each image captures the raw emotions and physical sensations that define anxiety, portraying the chaos, isolation, and vulnerability that often accompany it. As I navigate this inner turmoil, I also explore the ways in which I confront and treat my anxiety, portraying moments of resilience, self-care, and healing. Through this project, I aim to foster empathy, understanding, and solidarity in the shared experience of mental health challenges.
I chose to do this project in BW 35mm film because film encourages intentionality and mindfulness when composing a shot and it often produces a distinct aesthetic characterized by grain, color rendition, and unique tonal qualities that can evoke nostalgia and emotion.
          
          
        
      anxiety
          
          
        
      down to water
          
          
        
      broken
          
          
        
      for rent
          
          
        
      is it real?
          
          
        
      rush
          
          
        
      to the edge
          
          
        
      drowning thoughts
          
          
        
      insomnia
          
          
        
      trapped
          
          
        
      walks are cheaper than therapy
          
          
        
      breathing
          
          
        
      escaping
          
          
        
      cleansing
          
          
        
      I see, I see
          
          
        
      meditating
          
          
        
      safe place
          
          
        
      this is how I feel
          
          
        
      tuned into a tune
          
          
        
      cats are good fortune